Well i havent a clue what i am doing…. but hey ive had a pretty rough start in life and i have struggled but haven’t let it beat me and im hoping by doing this blog i can further help myself and possibly others 🙂

My name is Emma im 22years old, very happily married and i have 3 daughters whom i love with all my heart :’)  As i said i haven’t had the best start in life, I was badly sexually abused from around age 3 until i was 12 years old! I lost my whole childhood at the hands of a monster! I am not going to let that monster ruin my adulthood! I also had the trauma of getting pregnant age 12 and my beautiful baby was born 3 months premature which is a lot for a then 13year old to deal with. Luckily she survived and with the emotions of giving birth to a sick baby at a young age i told someone about my abuser. I had never spoke about this before then as he always told me he would hurt my family if i did but after giving birth it just came spilling out and that was the best and hardest thing i ever did.

It was then decided by the authorities that because of my age and having no family support my daughter would be adopted which to be honest years later i still haven’t come to terms with!

My Abuser was found guilty and jailed for 7years for each count of rape yet our justice system declares that he serves each sentence along side each other so in reality he was in jail for 3 and 1/2 years!!! I am extremely angry at this and have lost all faith in our justice system.

I have been through some horrific things but i have come out the other end, yes i have some pretty bad days- i suffer from P.T.S.D but i refuse to let my abuser destroy my life and i really hope on writing my blog i might be able to help even one person realise they too can survive and turn their life around!!! Thank you for reading 🙂 E xx


19 Responses to About

  1. Tammie says:

    Soo brave ❤ xox

  2. Daryl :) says:

    So brave of you to put this out for the world to see. I’m glad you haven’t let it pull you down, I’m sure some days it feels like it has though. I hope that using this to express you feelings & just daily thoughts with help you a great deal 🙂 Take care beautiful.xox

    • EmmaSurviver says:

      Thank you babe i appreciate it 🙂 Yep not going to let him destroy me babe but yes some days worse than others as you also know in different context 😦 Thank you so much huni same to you xoxox

  3. I’ve just read your about me and so much of what you say I relate to. I also had childhood abuse and a court hearing with an abuser imprisoned, but it wasn’t justice for the level of harm caused. I look forward to more of your posts. You are very strong xoxox

    • EmmaSurviver says:

      sorry only getting to reply to this now ! In a way its nice that someone can actually relate to it as often you feel like your the only one in the world this has happened to and its hard to believe how many people have actually been through it 😦 Yes i will be posting alot more hopefully and i also look forward to your posts 🙂 Thank you so much xoxox

  4. Paula says:

    Aww Emma ur so brave and strong n I wish u luck in life!Xx

  5. Jennie says:

    Oh hon, strong doesn’t even begin to describe you. Look at the amazing person you have become! Completely admire your attitude and your tenacity. I hope this helps to lay those demons to rest xxx

    • EmmaSurviver says:

      Awk thanks babe much appreciated :’) Thank you so much for your comment and yes hopefully i can even come to terms properly with it and help others it will be worth it xoxox

  6. shelly says:

    emma your so brave lv i hope rytin things down n lettin other ppl in to wat you have had to come though in life helps you as much as it can others you one strong girl n a great mum xoxo

  7. Megan says:

    Hope it helps you to write it all down & talk about a few things, your such a strong woman! & I’m sure even on your worst days you can sit back and realise what you have accomplished with your adult life and family 🙂 Lots of love. Always here if you need to chat! 🙂 Megan Xxx

  8. Jody Thompson says:

    Well done Emma for speaking out about what happened to you. Your an inspiration to other people who have been throught similar situations. You have your own amazing family now and they are as proud of you as you are of them. Love you loads xoxox

  9. well done emma keep it up xx

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