Well i havent a clue what i am doing…. but hey ive had a pretty rough start in life and i have struggled but haven’t let it beat me and im hoping by doing this blog i can further help myself and possibly others 🙂
My name is Emma im 22years old, very happily married and i have 3 daughters whom i love with all my heart :’) As i said i haven’t had the best start in life, I was badly sexually abused from around age 3 until i was 12 years old! I lost my whole childhood at the hands of a monster! I am not going to let that monster ruin my adulthood! I also had the trauma of getting pregnant age 12 and my beautiful baby was born 3 months premature which is a lot for a then 13year old to deal with. Luckily she survived and with the emotions of giving birth to a sick baby at a young age i told someone about my abuser. I had never spoke about this before then as he always told me he would hurt my family if i did but after giving birth it just came spilling out and that was the best and hardest thing i ever did.
It was then decided by the authorities that because of my age and having no family support my daughter would be adopted which to be honest years later i still haven’t come to terms with!
My Abuser was found guilty and jailed for 7years for each count of rape yet our justice system declares that he serves each sentence along side each other so in reality he was in jail for 3 and 1/2 years!!! I am extremely angry at this and have lost all faith in our justice system.
I have been through some horrific things but i have come out the other end, yes i have some pretty bad days- i suffer from P.T.S.D but i refuse to let my abuser destroy my life and i really hope on writing my blog i might be able to help even one person realise they too can survive and turn their life around!!! Thank you for reading 🙂 E xx